Book and Bookstore

When i was a kid, my parents always encourage me to read books. Storybooks, comics, picture books, any kind of books. when i was in my teenage years, i start to read novels and also start to write. I've written poems, short and long stories and when i was in my middle school i was really into horror and thriller genre, so I've written many stories about ghost and serial murder at that time, after that the genre mostly is romance.

Talking about writing, my bad habit is i always stop in the middle. It's like the sparks of the idea is suddenly gone and i start to have another brilliant idea and start to write a new story. I just keep writing only the main idea not finished the story. The never-ending cycle, a very bad habit that i want to change.

Books and writing are the things that i really really love. Whenever I'm feeling down, sad, heartbroken, mad, or anything, i always turn to books or writing down my feeling in my diary. I always spent my time at the bookstore just to read comics or books. I really love that kind of feeling whenever I'm at a bookstore. It soothes me, it calms me and i always back home with a new book and voila, i got my mood back, i got happy again.

But lately, i don't want to read. Well, i read comics, but it's totally a different thing. I don't read the story, i just see the image and keep scrolling down. not feeling the story in it. I just feel like, reading draining all my energy. I got super tired with books. I can't write down my emotions. I don't feel happy or excited in bookstores. All the excitement suddenly is gone and i don't know why.